Wait for me dog! Yea, that's right. I'm right behind you!! LOL!!!
I finally got my "dee" paperwork done. Signatures and everything, and it's going down. Now all I do is wait. I'm not sure how long the process is going to take, but I do know that it has been much better on me now that the ball is rolling.
Mentally I've been going through it the past month or so. I have finally decided to look at things for what they are. That helped me make the final decision. I tried to cry a few nights ago. Unsuccessful. Maybe later. Or maybe not. No biggie. I just feel like I'm supposed to be sad. And truthfully, there is something very sad about this situation, but for the sake of my sanity, I feel like I'm doing the right thing.
I'm not really sure now what I have in store, but I'm looking forward to it. I'm sure I make my mom really proud. After all, if it were up to her, I'd stay married forever, in spite of the bull I have to deal with. No, and thank you! It will be fine. At least if I ever get back into the dating scene I'll be able to share fun stories with you all. I'm pretty sure it won't be any time soon. Maybe like 16 years from now, when my child is out of the house. Until then, it shall be me and mini-me!
1 comments:
Kudos, I am so proud of you. You know you beat me to filing right, LOL. After I finished paying my parents the $2000 grand back, I was not in the mood to fork out another $500 immediately...I been using my money to buy concerts, go shopping, out to eat...I guess just catch up to all the living I have been unable to do from Jan-May. I'm going to file with my paycheck next week, promise. ...and you will not wait 16 years before you date again..I will fly to whereever you are and drag you out the house first! ...I got a 'friend' now....girl, I forgot how nice it felt to have someone genuinely interested in you and basically open on ya....great knowing I still got 'it'. TTYL. oh yeah, and although you are going through a divorce, it doesn't mean you have to be sad...I been at my happiest the past few months...I think its the peace and joy only God can give you about things. Take care.
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