until I get my buzz? I have had the worst headache, like all freakin' day! It's probably my sinuses. Nevertheless, I decided I would take my last lorcet (got 'em after giving birth to my little one)........
Now how much damn longer do I have to wait before I start to get sleepy!?! Shit.
Friday, October 31, 2008
How Much Longer
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Man....
It's some ignorant ass ppl in the world..............
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Steve Urkel
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I Guess It's True
...when they say one muthafucka can mess it up for everybody.
Speaking from my own personal experience, I had a little day of reflection not too long ago. I thought back to the time in my life where I was having to mend a broken heart. It was my first TRUE relationship, the guy I honestly thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. Five years of my prime I spent with "him", anticipating wedding bells, picket fences and shit.....you know, the "American Dream", when in one phone call, it all changed.
He was the one that I would do anything for. Anything. I had very "wife-like" characteristics in that relationship. I wanted to be domestic. I wanted our relationship to work. I wanted to "fix" it. I was forgiving. You know, all the shit that you are when you have NO damn sense. And I wouldn't honestly say I didn't have sense (totally), it was just one of those things.
I had never been so patient before in my life.....ever. After that relationship ended, I got a good whiff of Beyonce's Me, Myself, and I, then decided that it would be that way from that point on.
My patience is almost non-existent now. From the endpoint of that relationship to present, I have not loved the same.
It shouldn't be that way, but what can I say? It is very hard to give someone your all, only for it to be in vain. Why should I be expected to keep loving hard, in hopes that there will be one guy that will truly honor and cherish me? I feel bad for my husband because I know that I'm capable of loving a lot harder than I do. Atleast I used to be. I wish my husband could have met "me" before the broken heart. He'd be impressed. I guess as long as he loves me with guards up, I have no reason to let them down.....right?!?
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I Miss the Days When.....
working more than 2 days out of the week was too much.
the major downfall to having sex was getting pregnant, not HIV.
relationships were simple.
being a whore only meant you had given your boyfriend head.
gas was $1.00/gallon.
milk was $2.00/gallon.
my clothes size was still a single digit number.
Friday nights consisted of football or basketball games, and hanging out afterwards.
I had no idea what debt was.
I could give a shit about planning for retirement.
I could stay up all night and be fully functioning the next day.
whoppers were $0.99.
owning a designer purse automatically deemed you "tha shit".
my grandparents were alive and well.
turning 18 was my next biggest thing to do.
I didn't have to pay for insurance.
going to the fair was actually fun.
I could hold my liquor.
I could afford to lose focus for a slight second.
having $2,000 saved was a big damn deal.
life was easy........
Welcome to adulthood, huh?
Gotta embrace that shit!
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